YOU and I

2007-05-17T18:36:00.000-07:00

I'VE MOVED!
http://emptyapartmentt.livejournal.com.

2007-05-02T09:27:00.000-07:00

pictures at hard rock

LOVE SHOULD NEVER REPLACE FRIENDSHIP!
i swear that it is so true! okay, anyway, my exams are freaking near and i don't seem to feel a sense of emergency at all in me!! oh crap, i seriously need to trigger the panic button anytime soon. okay, so i haven't been updating my blog recently but many things have happened over the past few weeks and i realized one thing that love should never replace friendship. It has already happened to me once and i wouldn't want it to happen to me again for the second time.
oh oh! i went hard rock cafe with char's family and we stayed there from like 8 to 3 am in the morning. it was crazy. haha. but kuma was darn funny, he/her dirty jokes are so non-sensical!! hahahaha! he's quite pretty actually. okay, it's getting rather late. i better hit the shacks. will upload some photos when i have the time to do so. loves!!!

2007-04-15T07:28:00.000-07:00

DIET DIET DIET!!
time for me to diet again. anyway, had cheerleading practice today again. and it was perfect! but the jigsaw puzzle wasn't completed because alot of members weren't here. thanks grace for coming and sticking with the team! haha. okay, went for mass today as usual. the typical routine that is done every sunday. rushed back and danced my way through till it was time for dinner. headed out for dinner with jerm and family. then headed home. anyways, the cheerleading costume problem is not really settled yet! i have to rush to corination plaza tomorrow to make for them the skirt! i'll be as good as dead meat if i don't produce something good this coming friday. which is like oh shit. haha. nevermind, i shall rush down tomorrow and pray to god that the uncle has a kind soul to help me.
shall head out from here.
loves.

2007-04-07T09:12:00.000-07:00

FIRST LOVES ARE NEVER REALLY OVER.
oh my gosh! how true can that statment get. why does it alway seem easier to forget your later relationships but always so hard to forget your first.time doesn't really help in this case. and i can solenmly swear that it doesn't. anyway, went for easter vigil mass today with olivia and the rest. and mass lasted for 3hours!!!which is like jolly long!! And they had some baptism which was way cool. it wasn't like the usual baptism. the people were like dressed in brown and their hands were all chained up. it was kinda freaky. anyway, i'm attending mass tomorrow again! how holy can i get. haha.but i'm suppose to have a competition tomorrow, buti can't go! :(
anyway, i better go to bed now.
loves!!
SEXY EASTER!!!

2007-04-06T08:20:00.000-07:00

I DECLARE THAT MY DAY HAS UTTERLY BEEN SPOILED!!!
anyway, it's good friday today! and my church held some passion play thing which was awesome but my day was kind of ruined by a few stuff but olivia made me happy so it didn't really matter. 2 days to easter! i shall present everyone yummilicious chocolates and easter bunny eggs! haha. oh man! sadly, i have maths tuition early in the morning tomorrow! how sad can my life get.nevermind! i'm gonna doll myself up and look nice and stress free for easter vigil mass tomorrow. But talking about stress, i am so dead for cheerleading. god knows what my house is up to. i cross my fingers and pray to god that rahmuna has settled the costume problem. I am so going to take a step back from cheerleading next year. i might help with the steps and stuff but count me out on the dance. anyway... i'm gonna hit the shacks now. haha.
loves!!

2007-03-26T06:53:00.000-07:00

links to check cheerleading moves.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W_3DtBoItzc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CyckY2BbLec
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dziQpdOJZJc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V5sqTsKkmMI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7eI_Mu0vRA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQvNYUbzhHQ

2007-03-12T22:10:00.000-07:00

finally back from camp! HAHAH. okay, camp was like totally fun! we did stuff like caving and all that. i'll miss lorraine koh rui ting when she leaves school!! BIATCH!haha.anyway, i'm finally back from camp and i'm kinda lazt to blog. love you bitches!!
bye!
I'M GONNA MISS YOU GIRL!!!
HEY SEXY! GONNA MISS YOU BITS AND PIECES WHEN U ARE AWAY
TAKE CARE IN THE NEW SCHOOL YEA? WE'LLBE THERE FOR YOUALWAYS NO MATTER
WHERE ARE YOU ARE. FRIENDS LIKE US DON'R GO ANYWAY.
I LOVE YOU! TAKE CARE BIATCH!

2007-03-02T07:55:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHOON GEOK!
i swear that khoon's birthday would be one of the birthdays that i would never forget. haha. happy birthday girlfriend! love you to bits and pieces. anyway, khoon's birthday was on the 1st of march which was yesterday. aish and teresa bought her this really yummy chocolate shuffle cake and i ate like god knows how much, no wonder i'm putting on the pounds and i originally lost. haha. and guess what abigail and vicky present khoon geok! a big metal bowl of duck noodle, it was damn funny. then.. went towm and blah blah. the usual stuff but alarm shock was the highlight of the day. anyway, after we got out of trouble, i left town but the rest continued to shop for khoon's wallet. oh oh, happy birthday to sofia tooo! hhahaha. you're such a cutie pie. anyway's ca is like finally over and cheerleading has to be ready by the end of this month. i am as good as dead. my ass is gonna get burned if i don't come up with something quick.haha. going taman negara next wednesday! half of me wants to go, half of me doesn't. bt oh well, thank god the sleeping group will only be for one night. haha. lorraine! i'm gonna miss you truckloads. hope you fail the interview then you'll have to stay with us. haha. go and join cali with me! i'm gonna start going for their classes soon. haha. anyways, love you babe. i didn't go for training today! i swear that miss chai is so gonna kill me, i didn't go for the whole exam week but, wth, heck couldn't care less about that now. i need to go get all my camp stuff tomorrow from novena! hahhaa... more shorts, more.. everything. hmm, that's about it, i'm gonna head off from here.
-loves.
I DROP OF HONEY MAKES MY LIFE SWEET!
i'll rather have bad times with you then to have good times with someone new.
i'll rather be beside you in a storm then to be safe all by my self.
i'll ratther take the hard way then the easy way out.
i need the one wo is holding the key to my heart.

2007-02-03T06:58:00.000-08:00

it's been ages since i last posted. by the way, life's been on the average sucky for me. but today was a good day though, i think. anyway, met wenna and adeline at causeway for breakfast, okay correction, lunch. cause everyone woke up late. we went over to mcs to have a yummilicious lunch and went walking around that area for like 3 hours. god knows what we did. we totally forgot the time until lorraine called and told me that they were already in the house. so we rushed back and to my huge shock, okay, more like horror, kai and lorraine were happily looking through my baby pictures. hahaha. we actually completed our lit project! haha. what a miracle. and we still had time to swim. i had prata for dinner! ohh la la. it was mama mia. haha. okay, that's about it.. haha. shall hit the shacks now. loves.
Just A Kiss.

2007-01-21T05:57:00.000-08:00

saturday was chue's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUE SHU TING!!! hahaha. anyway, went to kai's house in the morning yesterday. slacked away till like about 2 plus closing to 3, we then headed to town, meet kim and rahwani. it was damn funny larh! we ate gelare! yummy!! i ate salmon and mushroom, because they ran out of caeser's salad. :( haha. but the sandwhich was nice anyway. okay, so we headed to chue's birthday party at east coast after that. her mum and dad came to pick us up. how nice! haha. thank god it wasn't really raining at east coast. it just drizzled for about half an hour and it stopped. haha. i sahll upload the photos soon.
anyway, had my confirmation today. gail and kai came!! haha.. bt that asshole lorraine didn't make it. haha. had lunch and ivans. omg! the food was mama mia! haha . okay, i'm gonna hit the shacks now. night.
love you!

2007-01-15T05:37:00.000-08:00

had training today! HAHA..bt lorraine and i were damn slack. we didn't do anything at all other then warm up. haha. okay, towning tomorrow with kai, lorraine and wenna. gail might be coming along if she;s not going out with other people. lorraine koh is gonna leave me behind alone on wednesday! she can just go and die.. haha.i dunno if i should get that check bag that i think is damn nice! bt i have been over spending lately. die die die. i shall ask my dad to donate more to the vanessa charity. okay, i shall head off from here already. damn lazy to update. tata.
loving you is the hardest thing.
i love you.

2007-01-09T03:30:00.000-08:00

tiong-ed with gail,kai and lorraine today! haha.. oh, guess what! tan kai lyn is actually gonna cut bangs on thursday! talking about cuttin hair! pointers is a hell of a nightmare place okay! they cut my hair until like shit puhlease! i look like a damn nerdy freak now cause i have to push up my frindge if not i look freak ass weird. anyway, kai lyn was damn cute during bio! haha.. kai lyn, me, grace and nerissa are now nicknamed goldfishes! like omg la! goldfishes are so ugly! and they have one second memory! wenna used my cheek cells for bio! eeyer! hahahha. cause lorraine didn't wanna give hers. anyway, kai, gail,lorraine and i slacked at the mrt station, hong and grace then came. i love gail! i just felt like saying that! shall head off from here.
i would bleed just to know you're alive.
i thought i had forgotten you.
but you're still taking up the space in my heart.
it aches each time i see you.

2007-01-05T20:06:00.000-08:00

school just re-opened! and guess what! i've never dreaded going to school so much till now! YOU CAN IMAGINE HOW BAD IT IS. anyway, first day of school being in a diff class was a total nightmare. i looked around class and all i saw was unfamiliar faces. I actually started to miss my old class like real badly. bt looking at the bright side of things, at least i have lorraine,wenna, kai and ade by my side. bt i really miss kg and gail like crazy! omg! and i actually cried on the second day of school. :( i'm dreading EFL now. i can' t imagine how different it'll be. my class is a total nerd class. actually not really, bt they're all the goody kind. and i was the only one who wore fbts during p.e! like omg! i can just die staying in this class. and the amount of work piling up is just killing me. sec three and four is so gonna be a torturing time. i can't wait to graduate soon. SCHOOL IS DEAD. like seriously dead. sigh. okay, anyway, i stayed in school for campfire yesterday! it was damn fun la! HAHAH . we were doind all those crap cheers with the sec ones! HAHA.oh, catherine is so dead this year! i doubt we can be the champion hse this year. fingers crossed! the sec one class that we got this year is like errrr... noo comments. and i have to start thinking of cheerleading steps! ah! i have no idea what to do. i seriously need help from rah and chan. hmmm, okay. shall head off from here. i still have some freak ass tuition to go to later! ah! this is alll so fucked up shit!
BYE! i miss the clique!!! BT WE'LL ALWAYS STAY A CLIQUE!!!

2006-12-12T05:10:00.000-08:00

went tanning today! haha .. with gail, sharon and liwei. haha .. some funny guys came along and yea. they were super funny. hahah ..anyway, i'm like super duper red now! like some lobster. and i pray that my skin won't peel that much. okay.. i'm lazy t blog..
i'm heading out. tata.
loves.

2006-12-11T05:06:00.000-08:00

random pics.

2006-12-11T05:03:00.000-08:00

2006-12-10T03:01:00.000-08:00

my days begin with simple thoughts of you.
bt will you say that you love me,
and show me that you care,
say when i need you,
you will always be there.
what if you go and leave me,
this i swear it's true,
my love will always be with you.

2006-12-08T05:00:00.000-08:00

okay, heading back home soon. haha. hmm, anyway, i did go kart today. it was so cool.oh anyway, go kart is something like racing. the circuit that i went to had rather sharp bends so it was kinda cool to go fast and brake at those sharp turns and the car will end up skiding. haha. hmm. my timing was the fastest among the group of people that i was racing with. haha. my bro went crazy with the speed. he was like banging most people. haha . it was damn funny, oh and the damn helmet was bloody heavy and we had to like wear all these funny suits. haha. i was in car 19! haha. hmm.. okay, we did a total of about 30 laps. it was damn tiring cause we had to hold the stirring wheel real tightly if not the whoole car would prob go crazy and that would be so far out. after go karting we headed to the mall which was near to the place where we were staying. haha . there was nothing much,just managed to get a couple of stuff. after that, we mwt a few friends who were staying in australlia and they brought us to this place where they had like really good food. yummy! haha . i love their hungry jacks here! the burgers are so uber duber yummy! no wonder it's so hard to lose weight here. can't wait to get home to start on my routine again. haha. hmmm.. alright .. shall head out.
loves.
and yes ruth, i'm coming back real soon.
haha,, bye. muacks. misses.

2006-12-04T00:39:00.000-08:00

okay, i'm in melbourne now. haha. and i had no idea that the house that i was staying at would have a com. haha, hmmm.. anyway, the weather is damn cold when it comes to night fall and i am so sick and tired of shopping which is highly unusual. hahaha, bt the reason is that we would shop from like 8 in the morning till the all shopping area closes. gold coast was much better than mel though. i just love the freaking beach. did some surfing and body boarding which was rather cool. okay, we spent most of our time shopping at the pacific fair. it has like 300 shops. it was god damn huge. hahaha.. comparing it to vivo, vivo was nothing. haha.. anyway, i could like buy clothes there at a damn cheap price and my lugguage is so full right now. so yea.hmmm .it's already 7.45 here in mel. sing would prob be4.45? i think. hahaha. it's about three hours diff.
a week more to go and i return back to reality.haha. hmmm.. i'm going to do white water rafting on wednesday and the rest of the days are gonna be played by ear.
update more on the rest when i get back..
loves!
missing you.

2006-11-25T22:30:00.000-08:00

leaving singapore today already.. haha
i'll miss you.
hope you miss me too. and sorry.
lovess!

2006-11-24T05:49:00.000-08:00

leaving for australlia tmr already. i'm both happy and sad actually.haha..
anyway, gail came over my to my house yesterday.hahaha. i ended church retreat at about 11.30. then i headed to causeway to meet gail for lunch. thereafter gail popped over to my house. hahah. hmm.. we didn't do much. just slacked in my room staring at the tv. haha. then it got a little boring so we decided to watch movies. mean girls! hahaha.. the girl uses her boobs to tell the weather. how dumb. hahaa. anyway, gail stayed for dinner and thereafter she left at about 8 on the dot. haha. hmmm.. nothing much happened today. went for the church retreat in the morning again. haha.. tmr is last day of the retreat! like FINALLY! hahah .. cherly was damn crappy today lah. haha . anyway, went out after that. haha .
i miss you already.
the more i know you. the more i fall deeper in love with you.
sleep well silly.
misses!

2006-11-19T05:08:00.000-08:00

yay! i'm going to get confirmed on the 21st of jan next year. hahah. hmm.. anyway, the whole of next week i'll be having some preparation thing for confirmation. how boring can my days get. anyway, gonna meet gail on thursday. then i'll be leaving singapore on sunday. haha. finally. i can get away from all this shit and take a breather. haha. okay. i went for mass this morining,then headed to town. watched my bro cut hair and then we went shopping. hahah. know what! my bro wanted to say digital clock bt in the end he had a slip of the tongue and ended up saying digital cock. HAHAHAH.. like wth la. i was laughing my head off in the departmental store and the staff there were like looking at me as if i was some serious nutcase. haha. okay.nothing much happened today actually.so i'm out.
loves!
sometimes i just really hate you,
till i can;t hate you no more.

2006-11-17T07:29:00.000-08:00

hmm.. okay. went for training today. my muscles are aching like hell alot! omg! okay, after training. lorraine and i headed to vivo. we watched casino royale! haha.. i think the movie was on the average.haha. anyway, i love the cinema in vivo! hahaha.. lorraine and i like totally went wild and crazy. it was hell alot of fun. hahah.. then we went to buy ade a cake and her bade present. hahah.. bt she was so freak as busy so it was kinda screwed la. hahaha.. from there we went bag hunting but it was so unsuccessful puhlease.. hahahah..
i'm waiting for 12 to come now. so i can be the first to wish ade happy birthday though. hahah.. bt it seems as if my eyes are gonna close like anytime soon. hahaha. okay. we went to the rooftop and slacked till like about 4.45. then we ran all the way down to meet jaey to pass her ade's presents. hahha. we looked like some freaks running around vivo. hahah.. and guess what, when we firsted reached. we actually couldn't find our way around the place. hahaha.. how unbelievable. hahah.. okay. then we left vivo at about 5 plus and then headed to town. lorraine went on home while i went to meet my mom and her friends for dinner. hahha. had some pepper thingy for dinner. it was so damn yummy! omg! that place i love. hahah..
hmmm.. okay. nothing much happened after that already.
so i'm out..
love you!
i gave you my heart, bt the very next day you gave it away.
i still blush because of you .
smile because of you.
make a complete idiot out of myself because of you.
it all still because of you.

2006-11-16T05:05:00.000-08:00

went town with gail,kai and lorraine today. haha. it was damn it fun. haha .. we were like eating and eating through out.. anyways, met them at arnd one plus then we headed to hong kong cafe to eat. then sat there and talked rubbish. from there we walked around and went to macs to have ice-cream. from there we went creamm bistro to eat AGAIN! haha.. such pigs puhlease. haha.. okay. then ruth came to meet us at cream bistro at arnd 4 plus la. then yea. was quite dead though. hah. left them at arnd 6 then went for dinner. haha. other then that nothing much happened today. haha. oh! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELOVED! hahaha.. though its kinda late though. bt yea. hahah.. your finally 14. congrats. hahah .. ade' s bdae is like this coming sat.. haha.. so happy birthday in advance to her too.. hahaha.
okay, nothing much to blog already.
i'm out.
tata..
missing the old times

2006-11-15T04:36:00.000-08:00

hmm.. went for training today. slacked like hell alot and ariel was super pissed. i feel bad. sorry. anyway, went town with lorraine today. ate alot though. haha. okay. so left town at about 1 plus and then headed to church to hand up my confirmation form. anyway, alot of stuff happened over the week which i didn't really know until i was given some enlighten. haha. anyway, going out with gail tomorrow. and that silly bestie of mine! haha.. you will always be my bestie okay? no matter what. i'm on your side. hahaha.. i don't what i'll do without you, trust me. haha .. okay. i got into 3a.seems okay. not as bad as i thought it would be though. okay, gail and kg are in 3D, so that's kinda saddening but i'm sure things will remain the way they are or at least i hope.
had to long talk with gail today. haha. was happy to hear stuff. anyway, shall head off from here. nothing much left.
tata..
i'll never stop missing you.

2006-11-09T05:39:00.000-08:00

leaving in like exactly 2 weeks time i guess. not sure. haha.. anyway, kinda stayed home the whole day. my girls are all out at camp, so its kinda just me. how sad can that get. might be towning tmr though. shall decide later. haha. i wonder how can one stop missing someone or something.. missing just hurts so bad. it totally sucks. anyway, went out with char on tuesday though. had great fun. went a little nuts. what happen was that, we went macs and there were like this group of bitches sitting beside us and they were like giving the stare. so we were totally pissed and sorta gave them their piece of cake. haha. okay. i overspent as well . bought a couple of stuff. spent a total of about over 50 bucks. haha. my heart was like a sinking ship. bt i love what i bought anyway. i'm like a shopping freak. haha. bugis is am awesome place to shop afterall. haha. okay. hmm.. i'm so bored lately. and i hate going to places where it brings back memories. sigh, haha. shan't get all emo today. haha.shall head off here then. hahah .. nothing much left.
miss you.
you're irreplaceable

2006-11-08T04:49:00.000-08:00

went town with mummy today! ( was forced to actually) anyway, had to practically crawl out of bed at 5.30 in the morning cause i was like freak ass sleepy. haha. anyway, went for dental appointment. gonna get bracess.. grrr.. okay. i'll look so weird. haha. okay, waited for my mum to finish her yoga classes at pacific plaza. had to wait for like 2 effing long hours. was like bored to death. left town at arnd 6 plus. okay. that's my day. shall head off.
bye people.
why do you always have to be the one torturing my mind.

2006-11-06T04:17:00.000-08:00

i'm a happy girl today. haha. went towning with bestie,hong,chue and some sec ones.. was kinda boring though. oh rah meet us later. it was damn it boring. so gail,hong and i decided to head to kai lyn's hse. haha .went to long johns to get stuff to eat first. when you reached kai's hse that dumbass didn't answer her phone so we had to beg the uncle to allow us in. haha. damn funny la. thank you uncle! haha. anyway,gail was lijke going nuts at kai's hse. poor me was watching some show, and suddenly that stupid ass started pulling my chair and wacking my ass. haha. idiotic. was laughing like crazy la. hahahaha.
okay, hmmm.. left kai lyn's hse at abt 5 plus. haha. then headed home.
yesterday was such a sad day though. shan't talk about it. haha.
okay. shall end here.
i'll head out from here. tata..
loveyou.
i've let you go. pls don't come back.. i'm begging you.

2006-11-03T06:59:00.000-08:00

random pics

2006-11-03T06:51:00.000-08:00

okay, stayed home the whole damn day today. haha.
staying home all day is like suicide. anyway, went black angus for dinner, it was kind of an early celebration for my parent's anniversary. I need to go out! haha. i need to go shop for shorts, which is needed for my australlia trip. haha. suppose to head to school for open house today, bt decided not to in the end because.. first i was damn lazy to get out of bed and second, i doubt i was needed there anyway, there was probably enough helpers. okay, so i'm going out with her on monday. it's kinda weird though. bt ahh.. heck. don't bother. haha.
have nothing to blog about these days since it's the holidays.
shall head off from here .
tata! iloveyou!
you're the pain that aches in my heart .

2006-11-02T06:03:00.000-08:00

i'm feeling so effing pissed now! anyway, went holland in the morning with my cousin to get our nails done. then i was suppose to meet gail and chue in town bt decided not to in the end cause they had to go back to school at four. so yea. anyway,i need to sleep soon! haha .
shall update when i feel like it larh! now so not in the mood for it!
bye people!

2006-11-01T08:24:00.000-08:00

hello people! haha ..hmm, went to school for training today. it was so boring. anyway, there's open house on friday!
haha .. yayness. open house brings back good memories of last year. haha.okay, wen town with lorraine, then meet kai and gail. we went crystal jade for lunch! yummy la mian! haha .. haha .. then went dress shopping with kai lyn. had to go off at about 2 plus. nice gail brought sweets fo rme! haha .. i just love her! haha. okay. i have nothing much to blog about actually. so yea. tata ..
you have been erased from my memory.

2006-10-26T05:02:00.000-07:00

us it'll always be!
today was the last day of school! how saddening can that get.
hmm.. okay, we went to the hall for mass in the morning and when i went for communion, stupid kai and girlfriend lied to me saying that mrs kong took my phone.. HAHAH.. so fake rightt? i didn't believe at first then they seem so serious then i thought it was true la! i totally freaked myself out! and know what! catherine hse came in as CHAMPION! hse.. like omg la! hahah .. we were all screaming like crazy. haha .. okay .. we went town after school and town was so freak ass dead so we decided to go vivo instead. when we wanted to leave town to take a bus to vivo, it was like raining real heavily.. so kg suggested that we took a train. bt in the end we decided to run in the ran since it was like sort of the last time that we would spent together as a whole clique.. so yea.. we went totally crazy.. and for the first after like god knows how long, i was actually laughing my heart out. haha .. anyway, i left vivo city at 4 with chue.. she took a bus bt i took a train to town. from there i went to peninsula to get my guitar repaired cause my effing bro had to break the tuner.. how clever can that get? anyway., i skipped dinner cause i was bloody full! hahah .. THANK YOU KAI LYN FOR THE LETTER! i'm gonna miss you baby!!
hahah..
i'm so gonna miss 2b like nuts! hahahha.. all the crazy times that we spent together, missing mrs chu's class together ! getting into a whole lot of shit after that! omg!! those times i love! haha.
i'll miss bestie!/ sugar rush!
i'll miss girlfriend!
i'll miss baby!
i'll miss beloved!
i'll miss hong is my crystal!
i'll miss chue!
i'll miss lorraine
i'll miss maureen!
i'll miss rocker
and everybody la !
haha.. alamak! i lazy type out already!
anyways! iloveyou! hahah ..
okay, shall write till here...
tata!
missing you always!
the mssing piece of the puzzle in my life!

2006-10-25T03:50:00.000-07:00

lately i have been doing all the boring stuff. hahah ..
there's really nothing much to do nowadays.. just going out, hanging arnd.. hahah ..
anyway, went town with char( charlene) and char( charmaine) hahah .. then gail came to meet us.. thereafter we met kim so we decided to watch death note together. the show was okay la.. haha. oh, then met ruth for like a really short time.
okay, we ate at pasta and kim was like looking at some lady's ass. hahaha.. damn funny la.
okay.. as for today, it was pretty boring.. school was like dead dead dead....
we slacked in class for the whole damn day with nothing to talk abt bt nonsense..
frm there,went to eat lunch with ka, gail and lorraine.. and we were totally freaking ourselves out with all the stupid ghostly stuff.. oh.. ang know what, gail turned and saw some lady and she got a shock. HAHHAAHA..dumb ass.. anyway, tmr is the last day of school! damn sad! why does the time seem to pass so fast?
okayg.. shall post till here..
bye!
you are my addiction !

2006-10-22T07:45:00.000-07:00

going nutsssss..

trying not to smile.. hahah

i had to idea what i was doing..

sexxayyyyyy ....

looking dumb...

went char's hse yesterday,
took and a dozen and one photos.haha .. okay, i'm actually getting used to this single lifestyle..
anyway.. these photos i love....
hmmm ... not really in the mood to post much, so yea..
byeeee...
satanding on the same street corner...

2006-10-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

at char's hse now..
anyway.. doing fine now ( i guess)
nothing is ever gonna go back to the way it was ..
i thought i will forget.. i thought it'll be easy..
but it turns out to be hard...
byeee people
-no turning back but keep moving on

2006-10-20T03:37:00.000-07:00

i'm so drained out..
school has been so boring lately.
but going to school is better than staying at home ..
staying home makes my mind swirl in circles...
i've been trying really hard to be happy and find back my old self,bt it's hard.. it really is.
each time i look at my phone, a tear seems to swell up in my eyes..
okay.. let's just drop that topic..
anyway.. gail and I had to retrive back some happy memories today..
we went town( suppose to meet lorraine and vic) but decided not to in the end..
anyway, we went to to cine,then paragon then home..
we were pretending to be high when we were at paragon but actually our hearts were so heavy..
( i've never sighed so many times in my life) we went paragon to retrieve memories of the past but it didn't seem to be a good decision after all.
arhhh... why why why??
i need some entertainment in my life now.. it's gloomy and dull..
oh.. got back my overall results today.. and i actually did well .
i so wanted to tell someone,( almost did) but i remembered that things had already changed..
maur!! thank you for lending me your phone okay? i have to put away my other phone for a period of time.. ( hope it helps in the task of forgetting)
shall write till here..
hoping the pain will soon be washed away ..

2006-10-17T20:10:00.000-07:00

i keep looking in all the places,
where you are supposed to be.
but i never seem to find you,
and you're all i long to see
i just can't seem to understand
what is it that changed your mind.
all this time i thought i knew you.
when really, i was blind.
but know that i do not hate you,
and i know i never will
because i cared about you then,
and i care about you still.
even though you hurt me,
i can't seem to let you go.
but i will go on without you,
and i want to make sure you know.it will take some time to mend,
the damage that you've done.
but broken hearts do heal
that's where strength comes from.
for now, the tears may be falling,
and my thoughts keep circling to you.
but soon things will get better.
if you hope,then they always do.

sigh.. what's not meant to be is not meant to be i guess..
relationships are such a hassle...
it's such a heartbreaker
i'm exhausted .....

2006-10-14T18:03:00.000-07:00

ah! i cut my hair .. i look like some freak now ..
i miss my long hair ..
hahaa.. okay.. anyway, exams are over.. yaynesss ..
oh and know what i went gas house on friday.. and my parents found out ..
bt they didn't really seem to care after they had nagged enough..
it was freaking smoky inside.. hahah.. i came out smelling of smoke, so i had to borrow my friend's perfume before i got home.. hmmm.. i went town with the clique on thursday, which was the day of our last paper! hahah .. okay, anyway, saw some people in town,hanged around.. did nothing much though. it was kinda boring...
and oh man! yesterday wasn't a good day.. i was damn fucking irritated.. and god knows why..
arhhh... okay, today's fine though.. bt the hair's not..

-will you still love me like you always do?

2006-10-06T07:37:00.000-07:00

me !

us!

sexy tongues! hahaha..

just YOU and I standing on the same street corner.

hello people! hmmm.. it's been like centuries since i last blogged!
anyway, nothing much happened this entire week.. oh know what!
yesterday! gail,girlfriend and I had a water fight.. it was damn funny la .
girlfriend and I was trying to act big.. but sadly cannot make...
hmmm.. anyway.. i gtg already..
loves ...
-vanessa

2006-09-30T09:27:00.000-07:00

IN THE YEARS TO COME
WILL YOU THINK ABOUT THE MOMENTS WE SHARED
IN THE YEARS TO COME
ARE YOU GONNA THINK IT OVER
AND HOW WE LIVED EACH DAY WITH NO REGRETS
NOTHING LAST FOREVER THOUGH WE WANT IT TO
THE ROAD AHEAD HOLDS DIFFERENT DREAMS FOR ME AND YOU

SOMETIMES GOODBYE, THOUGH IT HURTS IN YOUR HEART,
IS THE ONLY WAY FOR DESTINY
SOMETIMES GOODBYE,THOUGH IT HURTS
IS THE ONLY WAY NOW FOR YOU AND ME
THOUGH IT'S THE HARDEST THING TO SAY
I'LL MISS YOUR LOVE IN EVERY SINGLE WAY
SO SAY GOODYE
BUT YOU DON'T CRY
CAUSE TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES.

IN A YEAR FROM NOW
MAYBE THERE'LL BE THINGS
WE'LL WISH WE NEVER SAID
IN A YEAR FROM NOW
MAYBE WE'LL SEE EACH OTHER
STANDING ON THE SAME STREET CORNER THOUGH IT RAINS
EACH AND EVERY END IS ALWAYS WRITTEN IN THE STARS
IF ONLY I COULD STOP THE WORLD
I'D MAKE IT LAST
AND WHEN YOU NEED MY ARMS TO RUN INTO
I'LL COMFORT YOU
NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THE WAY I FEEL

JUST SAY GOODBYE...